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A Different Side. The Unwanted Side.

Tuesday, 15 October 2013 // 17:25

There is this side of me, where I can talk to family and friends like there's no tomorrow, have fun whenever the situation is meant to be or even have one to one talks to lend my listening ear to anyone of you out there. Yes. Definitely, I enjoy doing all those things when I am doing them. Got to admit I am a people-person, who actually relies on company a lot. I love to interact with people, spending quality time with my loved ones or even people I just met within months. However, it has come to a point that the other side of me is actually overpowering this side of me.

Nowadays, I just got so worn out sometimes.

It is to the extent that I feel like isolating myself in my room, free from every obligations out there, be it school, family, or even just socializing. It has come to a point where I rather go back to my poly-uni break, where I spent most of the time alone, just "hanging out" with my MacBook Pro or iPad Mini and watch all the shows I can all day long cause I just don't have the mood to do anything but I know well enough I don't have a choice. There is just too much things happening around me and commitments I am obligated to. Sometimes, I really got no solution for some of the problem and I just can't help it but feel helpless.

On top of that, I really don't know how to treat the people around me any longer and I guess, some people just grew tired of me. I know well enough for not being expressive enough sometimes, but that's just me. Maybe it's because I am behaving differently from the usual me that people see cause I hardly spoke up of my personal thoughts as comparison of talking about other stuff. Keeping my thoughts to myself is a fact of mine which has never changed since forever. Somehow, that's when people drift apart from me. Maybe, this is just an example which I can spot the root of the problem but has no solution to it.

Ranting done. Back to work. Trying to get back the other side of me, in order to survive.

Till then.

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A Different Side. The Unwanted Side.

Tuesday, 15 October 2013 // 17:25

There is this side of me, where I can talk to family and friends like there's no tomorrow, have fun whenever the situation is meant to be or even have one to one talks to lend my listening ear to anyone of you out there. Yes. Definitely, I enjoy doing all those things when I am doing them. Got to admit I am a people-person, who actually relies on company a lot. I love to interact with people, spending quality time with my loved ones or even people I just met within months. However, it has come to a point that the other side of me is actually overpowering this side of me.

Nowadays, I just got so worn out sometimes.

It is to the extent that I feel like isolating myself in my room, free from every obligations out there, be it school, family, or even just socializing. It has come to a point where I rather go back to my poly-uni break, where I spent most of the time alone, just "hanging out" with my MacBook Pro or iPad Mini and watch all the shows I can all day long cause I just don't have the mood to do anything but I know well enough I don't have a choice. There is just too much things happening around me and commitments I am obligated to. Sometimes, I really got no solution for some of the problem and I just can't help it but feel helpless.

On top of that, I really don't know how to treat the people around me any longer and I guess, some people just grew tired of me. I know well enough for not being expressive enough sometimes, but that's just me. Maybe it's because I am behaving differently from the usual me that people see cause I hardly spoke up of my personal thoughts as comparison of talking about other stuff. Keeping my thoughts to myself is a fact of mine which has never changed since forever. Somehow, that's when people drift apart from me. Maybe, this is just an example which I can spot the root of the problem but has no solution to it.

Ranting done. Back to work. Trying to get back the other side of me, in order to survive.

Till then.

Labels: Thoughts

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