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Sunday, 29 December 2013 // 22:44

So many things have changed. And it's kicking in now more than ever.

Unlike any other years of my life, 2013 had been truly full of ups and downs. It has been year which I truly mature and learn more about myself, learn about how reality is always harsher than it always seemed to be and learn who are the ones who will be there for me whenever I need them like they always do and not just words, and more words. Empty words have been more bitchy than it could ever be.

In 2013, I closed a major chapter in my life and moved on to a new one in months. The pace of my current life is somehow scaring me more than I have known and expected. I always thought that things were still within my reach, but it seems that reality proved to me I am wrong from the start. Everything is just so out of my control. Everything is changing so fast that I can hardly catch a breath. It's just so hard to be who I am anymore since I don't know which side of me is actually the true me any longer.

Just 2 more days, 2013 will then come to an end. Hopefully, this emotional roller coaster will come to an end too.

Till then.

 People change. Something that I hate but it seems like I am not excluded in this category in anyways. But some just changes too fast and I don't know how to handle them any longer. I really want to tell you the truth, but I am scared and maybe insecurity is just setting in. I'm sorry.

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